Well I’m prepared, but I’m terrified
I wish I could paraphrase what I’ve explained a million times
Could I’ve got all the answers, but I’m running blind
And I don’t come out of hiding until I’m too hard to find
My love I know you’re hurting and it’s beyond too much
I know you wanted good things but it wasn’t enough
And you’ve got all the answers but you’re running blind
And you don’t come out of hiding until you’re too hard to find
Everybody gets it but no one understands
I’m scrubbing so so hard to get this blood off my hands
At first there’s compassion but then you’re just a drag
And I’m living in my head but the landlords mad
Trying to grasp the pieces of my mind as they fragment further past that line
I’m trying to get by, trying to get by, trying to get by
Knowing the people that make me wanna live, wanna die
Well I’m prepared, but I’m terrified
I wish I could paraphrase what I’ve explained a million times
Could I’ve got all the answers, but I’m running blind
And I don’t come out of hiding until I’m too haul to find
Everybody gets it but no one understands
I’m scrubbing so so hard to get this blood off my hands
At first there’s compassion but then you’re just a drag
And I’m living in my head but the landlords mad
Trying to be wrong, trying to be right, lashing out
Pushing back as I push in that knife
I’m trying to get by, trying to get by, trying to get by
Knowing the people that make me wanna live, wanna die
And I’ve come to realise that love can’t change their minds
Love can’t change their minds

Written and arranged by Hanny J
All guitars and vox – Hanny J
Drums – Jake Laderman
Recorded, mixed by Greg Jard at Time Flew Studio and Rachel Baxters house
Mastered by Phil Wilson